You lead me there and lead me back
astray and abound
away from all
but you said there was never anything wrong
and I'm left wondering why.
Oh God, how can this be?
Trust is done, trust is gone
the only thing left to do is die
die
die
but I don't want to die
But how can I survive if I don't trust in my life?
How can I exist if I have been astray from this?
Floating in a stage of non-exist in a hope to reconnect.
I'm a rags to riches story
coming from nothing
shedding my anonymity; hiding
no longer
bold, stride, forward
motion never stopping continuing
the time continuum never shifting
forward and forward and forward
never stopping
always evolving
I am the master of my universe.
quiet, silence, smoke floating upwards
rippling and shifting
the sounds of traffic fading away as the music takes hold
the urge to move takes hold
creativity starting to flow
flow is the definition of success;
the wave of trees and movement of dance
the orchestration of life
coordinated.
All's quiet on the western front, headlights blinking
flashing, diverting out of the way.
The streets empty, battleshocked into silence
Occupants too terrified to step out the door
the hasty truce (lies? Manipulating?) being questioned at the front
foremost and importance lies the safety of the heart
the city built within bustling and hoping,
there for the betterment of the support that is holding it in place.
A lone engine off in the distance breaks the hermetically sealed sound-barrier
Never give an inch, never fall back by any measure of distant
the city is not a place for a battlefield
especially one as brutal as the heart.
Missing holes rapidly filled
you've turned this curse into a blessing.
You found me, trapped in this suburban desert,
rescued me, bang!
We collided, hard, I stumbled back, reeling from impact
looked up, into your eyes, lost from day one.
You drew me in, fingers electric
playing across my thoughts.
I was helpless, drawn in, a safety pin to your magnet.
You caught me, blinded by your magnificence.
You were the harmony to my melody, completing me
showing me, saving me, loving me.
I had no choice in the matter.
The first time I saw you
I was hooked.
Let's go west, to the ever possible impasse
fading into the sunset, falling int
Today was a quiet day.
A quiet day of murmurs and whispers,
whispered prayers never reaching through those clouds.
The rain was talking, today.
It was telling me of cleanliness, of hope, of despair.
Each individual drop was calling my name,
begging me to step outside,
to be washed away without a thought.
The lightning was screaming.
Screaming and crying, silent, the thunder taking all the prowess.
The lightning struck and struck, deadlier than the bigger counterpart.
The thunder was calling out, the louder half
drowning out and ignoring the less known nerd,
because thunder is the bully.
The trees were falling, blocking the roads
The world goes round and round by Revalation9, literature
Literature
The world goes round and round
Oh dear God, I think he fell
grace personified, hope in person,
has fallen from the crown of grace.
Heaven's gates seem so far away
and even just this day to day
seems to make life hazier than it was before.
Is it worth the fight?
Would I really go through hell and back
just trying to make things right?
Is it worth the heartache and agony
the hope and the crushing spirit
to try and bring him home?
Perhaps I need to re-evaluate what's in my brain
the sun is sinking lower and lower in this dangerous day
and I'm wondering if I'll be able to see the moon this night
or if even she is hiding from this wrath.
Perhaps he's really wort
You lead me there and lead me back
astray and abound
away from all
but you said there was never anything wrong
and I'm left wondering why.
Oh God, how can this be?
Trust is done, trust is gone
the only thing left to do is die
die
die
but I don't want to die
But how can I survive if I don't trust in my life?
How can I exist if I have been astray from this?
Floating in a stage of non-exist in a hope to reconnect.
quiet, silence, smoke floating upwards
rippling and shifting
the sounds of traffic fading away as the music takes hold
the urge to move takes hold
creativity starting to flow
flow is the definition of success;
the wave of trees and movement of dance
the orchestration of life
coordinated.
All's quiet on the western front, headlights blinking
flashing, diverting out of the way.
The streets empty, battleshocked into silence
Occupants too terrified to step out the door
the hasty truce (lies? Manipulating?) being questioned at the front
foremost and importance lies the safety of the heart
the city built within bustling and hoping,
there for the betterment of the support that is holding it in place.
A lone engine off in the distance breaks the hermetically sealed sound-barrier
Never give an inch, never fall back by any measure of distant
the city is not a place for a battlefield
especially one as brutal as the heart.
Missing holes rapidly filled
you've turned this curse into a blessing.
You found me, trapped in this suburban desert,
rescued me, bang!
We collided, hard, I stumbled back, reeling from impact
looked up, into your eyes, lost from day one.
You drew me in, fingers electric
playing across my thoughts.
I was helpless, drawn in, a safety pin to your magnet.
You caught me, blinded by your magnificence.
You were the harmony to my melody, completing me
showing me, saving me, loving me.
I had no choice in the matter.
The first time I saw you
I was hooked.
Let's go west, to the ever possible impasse
fading into the sunset, falling int
Walking through the empty halls,
A glass is suddenlyt thrown.
She cringes,
The sight to see,
And yet continues on.
Drifting through abandoned gardens,
A rose lays burning on it's own.
She stumbles,
The sight to see,
And yet continues on.
Running through deserted rooms,
A laughter is heard.
She falters,
For it was not her own,
And yet continues on.
Face to face with her tormenter,
All she can do is plead and beg.
The cunning hands slowly bind her,
That silken voice slips in her mind,
Controlling what she thinks.
Having been condemned to this immortal place,
She cries in the halls of stone,
Damning the place to misery.
A
Broken shards litter the floor
I walk away again.
Shame seems like a blanket of shadows
One I cannot shed.
Seems like an eternity I have been like this
Reality proves me wrong.
Deprived of Grace
Forsaken forever.
Stars burning the velvet sky
Flicker out one by one.
I am alone...
Tears break open the deadened Earth,
leaving me haunted.
Shadows stalk the sky,
leaving me haunted.
Deadly patterns form my mind,
leaving me haunted.
Acidic rains falls on my eyes,
leaving my haunted.
Deserted,
Desolate,
Abandoned,
Alone,
I am haunted 'till the end of time...
Oh Dear, Press the Button by Revalation9, literature
Literature
Oh Dear, Press the Button
I always knew it would come down to this
this battle of delaying the inevitable
the day I knew would come.
Somehow I can't seem to bare my walls
mostly because I know what that will bring
and I'm dreading the sleepless nights staring at white
while the white just stares back at me.
Perhaps I'm not ready to leave
perhaps I know what I will behind.
And maybe I'm not ready to make that sacrifice
as selfish as that may seem.
Somehow you managed to come into my life
spruce it up like a ray of pure light
and I know just how far away you'll be;
and I know it's a long, long way from me.
Somehow, despite my count down to the day
it's
so i decided to update my journal.
my candidate won. so we're good. i'm dating a rockstar, which is proving to be more difficult than i ever, EVER imagined. -.- i know how the groupie mind works. and it scares me that he's surrounded by that.
but i trust him.
end of updates.